I believe in you,everyone does, except you. I trusted you for handling your personal issues, but you seem to me that you can't resolved it and instead, you are dragging your feets upon this matter. Why beat about the bush when you already decided what you want, i have no idea. One thing i know is i know you more that i know the actual facts.
You're leading to more even worst scenarios do you know that, in the first place. More or less to say, you are a coward who can't handled matter in a mature way.
I feel bad for you, for everyone, for the person you have hurt the most deeply. For once, i thought you were nice, until then....