Past 2009:
This particular year had been a rollar coaster rides for me,ups and downs and also gone through alot of traumatizing moments. Met a group of circle of friends which turned out to be a nightmare of the worst,almost in love but fell out of love,friends tangled up in numerous troubles,been a party pooper everywhere,lost almost half of my friends,deal with family abhorrence affairs.
Throughout all these shits,i've learnt one thing: Never give up on oneself. As, there are many out there who treasures you and loves you like always. To be frank,i have a wonderful bffs whereby we gone through thick and thin although sometimes we have our own disagreement but we work it out well. When i needed them,they will be my best radio station and listening ear and also a shoulder to cry on,and gossip to bitch about. I want thank you all for the past few years of all the tolerant and all my crying shits which i supposed u all know. I know i never tell anyone about my problems and i admit i do hide my emotions well but it doesn't mean i will ever hurt anyone of you. I can be very sarcastic at all times,but i'm someone you can rely on. Another thing is, i got to know my bunch of lovely friends,lynette and shuting. They are really gorgeous and sophisticated people out there,we party,make love but not war. We always love to do crazy stuffs on the AFTER-SCHOOL hours and i appreciate it and i met alot of dumb fuckers who trying to ruin my bloody life but i'm ain't letting you to destroy me. I'm not an easy person,warn you! Friends encounter bad romances,etc.But,that doesn't mean your life is destroyed and fuck as long as you know you have bunch of beautiful peoples surrounded by you and that's all enough.
For my family and relatives: Thanks for tolerating all my incessants vulgars which i always say it vaguely and i know i shouldn't have done that. Sorry for not calling and tell where i am always because i felt a little procrastinate and out of laziness but you know you all loves me right. I know mom,you care for my health and wish i didn't party as much as i always so u always ask me to watch my health and go for medical check-up and yes,i clearly understood your well intention although i always choose to avoid this issues. Most importantly,i have two wonderful cousins wayne and irwin. I stood there watching them suffering from family loss and i clearly understood how it felt at the moment and i would stand by the both of you even the pillars fall. Although you all think i'm crazy and do nuisance stuff but during the nerve-wrecking period,i know i won't want to see shits happen. I know i don't want to say these but,you know you are always helping me whenever i met into problems although u think is minor but your little advices wake me up from bad dreams,which is you aunt.You're most awesome and havoc!
New year resolution 2010:
1) Stop procrastinating
2)Spend a little quality time with my family
3)Forcast and plan about your upcoming futures
4)Stop being a motherfucker and an aeroplane queen
5)Find loves,not war with mens
6)Cut down on partying,more socialising and the 50 cent niggas
7)Save,save and more saving
8)Driving license because mazda RX 8 i'm so in love with you.
9)Work my asses out and bloody graduate
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