Tuesday, April 28, 2009

what is wrong with everything?

Somehow i know i was wrong, but i don't admit it liberally. Somewhat i know i am stubborn and headstrong whereby i don't admit defeat. Then you know, when you try to protect someone beloved or the closest one, you get nothing in return. It's not because i want something in return, it simply the way of protesting the right you achieved for someone. Ultimately, you have been used unknowingly over and over again which is devastating. Sonehow, i'm playing a role of a good guy and it's tiring. A baddie would never feel exhausted using all underhand means to get what they want. Therefore, a bad guy would get what they usually want.
Fuckkkk, i feel as if everything gone wrong and it is not because i wanted to sound i am pessimistic about things around me, it is due to the fact that i trust people too much. I know them rather than i know myself well. What is wrong with the earth? What is wrong with the people globally?

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