Friday, November 21, 2008

when times like this

I'm aching and cramping all over, sounded like i'm suffering from old grandma illness. I can't stand the coldness in my air-conditioned room. It's an unbearable pain and suffering which i wish to rid of immediately. Oh well, the daily routine is getting bored and i have school on saturday, also business law module. Saturday suppose to be a weekend and an act of liberty and freedom from school, yet we have to attend classes and also seeing the fucking lecturer. His classes makes me build castle in the air, whining and grinning, staring at the notes blankly, dreaming of the hot dudes on the beach, pining and having the thought of creating havoc, using the chance to burn houses down, bringing alcohol beverages to class instead of listening to his boring laws.
I will take it he's singing lullaby whom put me to sleep, and i will sing bah-bah black sheeps and counting sheeps to keep me asleep.
There's no left over dish and i'm feeling fucken famished at this late night auspicious hour and so lazy to walk to the nearest 7-11 store to grab a bite. I can even eat a whole garbage of leftover foods now, even though it's stale or stink, like i care much about growing worms on my stomach.
Moreover, i am feeling so sick and today is like a shit. Tuning in to some old school music seem to disgest my wander mind, so reminise those old preppy music which turn me on effectively. Still, i feel so restless because i don't have a peaceful of mind and body aching like fuck. Maybe my monthly auntie paying a visit to me soon. Pleasssseeeee, not so soon because i hate you for nagging for seven days because i can't endure any of your noise. I need silent and you're like siren that seem to be alarming me every month of the week. I just can't endure, totally.
On the other hand, economy is having a high fluctuation, money is draining dry, higher possibility of retrenchment. So it's a bad times everyone. It's mean i can't slurge money like water-tap, save some penny for myself, maybe buy cheapskate clothes, eat cup-noodles everyday. Learn how to suffer during the oldies 60s'. How cool it can be?
Anticipating for xmas, exchanging gifts and spraying each other like snowflakes ball. Anxious yet hatred because exam is the day after celebration and really dampen my spirit and mood.
Now i am tired, heading to bed now.

Take care people out there, xo

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